Basically title (M 28) been suffering from mayjor depressive disorder as well as other issues like panic attacks for the last like 10 or so years, I went and disability from my most recent job as they don't allow me to be on anti depressants while working because it was a saftley critical position. Since being off work I've been wondering how I ever functioned at work and if there would be any potential career paths I could take that would not make me want to off myself every day. Just looking for potential suggestions as I can't return to my old job while still taking my meds.