Ate 150mg thc so I wouldn’t go crazy at work today. Job ain’t that bad stoned and I’ve proven I’m decent at it but I don’t like the idea of needing something to get through the day. I’ve also got a bottle of kratom caps in my pocket at all time I take when I notice pain or need a boost. This isn’t going to end well. I just can’t bring myself to do stuff I find boring sober. Anyone else in a similar predicament? I’m still the best employee so I’m not sure why I feel guilty. I just don’t want days dragging on forever