I do not care about my job, I just care about not losing it. I just want meetings to be over. I just want to get done with my work and not care about anything at all happening in my company or team. When others have questions and solutions, all I do is talk and ask as much as necessary and not more than that. What is wrong with me?
(my company pays me peanuts for 1, but is there something else wrong with me intellectually?)
I have always been curious, active, and a leader. Here, I feel damp. And ughhh! I think anybody can do my job. Ughhhhhhh! Help!