I am so tired and burned out from applying.
Quick info about me, I am an university student and because my student loan runs out I desperately need a part-time job. As I am in debt, I can not afford a car and as I have impaired eyesight, my possible job opportunities are quite low to begin with.
So I did an internship at a school and decided to try myself at some home tutoring because I passionately love teaching and helping kids with their grades.
1st place, private family, gave me money for the first lesson, ghosted me after. No feedback or anything. Thanks for nothing.
2nd place, company. Tried to apply, they requested recording a tiktok about yourself BEFORE you can get a job interview. No, thank you.
3rd place, local company. They put me on the waiting list because they don't need someone for my subject, then invite me to a job interview. “I like your teaching but we decided on someone else, sorry.”
It was 3 applicants and I still can't make it.
I am so tired. I really need the side job, but guess I have to quit uni soon because I can't afford all these costs anymore.
No way I am ever getting a full-time job in my life when I already fail the part-time ones.