Whenever I (male/30) work I just go there for a year and then just never go there again. Then my parents that I still live with (I have a disability) force me to get a new job and I don't go there again. I don't want to work. There is no dream job for me. I hate routine and hate having to go somewhere every day for hours. I still got told that I still can work even with my disability.
When I was young I skipped school a lot, never paid attention and daydreamed. I always just wanted to have fun.
I was diagnosed with depression and social phobia. I still have no problem to go outside to see my friends or do grocery shopping or whatever. It's seriously just that I don't want to work and nothing can change my mind.
My parents keep sending me to a doctor because I didn't go to work for a while now. The doctor say if I continue not going to work then they will lock me up in a mental hospital. One where I can't leave. I have/had multiple therapists but nothing changed. I don't get it. I'm not in danger. I just don't want to work. I would never harm myself. It's just work.
I wish I could just move out so my parents can stop forcing me to work but I would need money for that. For money I need to work.
I keep trying to find ways so I don't have to work anymore. My disability somehow isn't an excuse. I sometimes think about to break my leg but nah… I'm not hurting myself. I need to make myself worse so they see that I can't work.
I was like this since I'm born. Just let me chill and enjoy life. I don't want to be a work slave.