So not too long ago I did the one thing I'd never do again, I stepped into my local recruiters office so I can reenlist. And I'm absolutely batshit scared. My reasoning for doing so is to give my family a better life, to be able to show them new and exciting places and to explore new cultures. To have security if something were to happen to me. Luckily there's not too much I have to do outside of getting back into shape but I'm more worried about what I'm doing in-between now and shop out date. I work retail and I can't afford to not be on a schedule fighting for hours so today I stepped into a local temp agency to get myself a “9-5” gig until I hopefully leave and as I e stated before I'm scared everything is gonna fall apart. And I know this isn't the usual thing we talk about on this sub I guess I just need to spill my guts to online strangers lol but no seriously I really hope this pans out ok cuz if not then I've no idea where to turn to if it doesn't. School, insurance, job, security, money, vacation plans everything is riding on this. All so I can secure a safe future for my family. Thanks guys I just needed to vent I guess