are development jobs really this hard. after graduation I found a job in a big company but there wasn't much to learn from since the job wasn't development. then found another job, a smaller software development company as a backend developer. and found myself working overtime alot . even stayed until 1 30am and 3 am for 2 consecutive days due to client deadline. now I feel nervous everyday. I'm a junior and sometimes very slow and the boss, tells me I'm very slow and makes fun of me for being slow. and in our backend development we only have 2 juniors. I feel bad for her because she stayed 2 hours after her normal 9 to 6 schedule everyday since I joined. and now she is leaving. I want to leave too. I'm thinking of leaving too. am I wrong to leave. if software developer is like this then I want to quit software development all together to be honest