Icant fucking do this anymore I tooktime offlast week and my manager and boss are upset atme fordoing so on shortnotic and they set up new policies due to my actions.im just so overwhelmed I couldnt take it anymore I should have numbed myself and kept working now I havw to face consequences on monday.ijust cant handle my manager constantly manipulating me a three hour meeting with my manager sent me to the brink ontuesday so I immediately called out wednesday and thursday (i already had friday approved becaus ei was getting tired). I live with my parents i dont have much of a life I need to die.
People say i should just get a new job but its notthat easy my last stint of unemployment was 2 years.i cant do that again. My mom thinkss i should suck it up.
I cant fucking do this my life is a cycle of being treated like shit for being lazy and being too exhausted to function. Other people can take it I cant my only escape is death and my brain cancer cant kill me soon enough.