Throw away incase these bitches find me.
You can skip the rant if you want. But please read babes.
Preface none of my coworkers know I’m premed.
So I started my first new job fresh out undergrad. Been working 3 months now. Thought I would like it. Realize I hate working. I’m not meant for labor. .
The job It was a rocky start. High turnover startup. I stayed positive. I told myself I need to not give up! I need to just try! Plus the money is pretty good for a new grad in this economy.
WHY I WANT To QUIT: The thing is I want to quit because I literally wanna kms before going to work. The commute is so long. It gets dark when I’m home. I feel like a shell of a human. With nothing but WORK WORK WORK. i calculated I only get 6 FCK HOURS OF SLEEP. i spend 10 hours working+commuting. It’s Suxks man
I feel like I don’t have time for myself anymore. I barley do my hair. Just put it in a bun everyday I’m just so tired. I feel not myself. I used to be HOT! Now I’m not. I’m a bunny 20 something in a ducking DYSTOPIAN MOVIE. GET ME OUT!!
I’m currently studying for the mcat. When I get home I’m so tired. Motivation to study is barley there. I wanna cry.
I want to start med school 2025. If I miss this cycle it’s gonna be 2026. fuck.
The thing I I kinda love my team now. Stolkholm syndrome I know. So I feel like a let down if I quit.
But hate I barley can study because I’m tired!!
My options are
A. Quit cold turkey. Feel like a fucking loser and like I let my team down
B. Ask to work part time rather than full time. I’m not sure if this is possible. But I want to try.
Tldr:
Been working 3 months at gap year job. It’s a startup. I hated it at first. Now I like it. However, I want to quit my job to study more for mcat. I’m too tired to study after work.
My options are
A. Quit cold turkey. Feel like a fucking loser and like I let my team down
B. Ask to work part time rather than full time. I’m not sure if this is possible. But I want to try.
Question : if you think I should quit. HOW MUXH NOTICE SHOULD I GIVe? WHAT LIE SHOULD I TELL TO QUIT IN POSITIVE LIGHT?
ADVICE APPRECIATED ILY