It’s 1:14 am and I can’t sleep since I’m dreading work so bad

I know I should sleep since I need to wake up at 7:30 to get ready and commute but I just don’t want to. The second I close my eyes, the alarm is going to be screaming at me and I’ll have to drag myself up and go to work. I know I’m going to be tired and feeling even more shit if I don’t sleep but I just can’t make myself sleep. I just don’t want to go back