How am I supposed to survive like this? Every time I wake up, I feel suffering and dread. Every job I've ever had has eventually made me feel like this. I don't see a way out. I fantasize about jumping off a high point at work. I don't WANT to feel this way, but I don't know how to fix it. My medicine isn't helping anymore. I wish I could survive without working.
How am I supposed to survive like this? Every time I wake up, I feel suffering and dread. Every job I've ever had has eventually made me feel like this. I don't see a way out. I fantasize about jumping off a high point at work. I don't WANT to feel this way, but I don't know how to fix it. My medicine isn't helping anymore. I wish I could survive without working.