I spent all last night between feelings of dread and absolute rage. I can’t stand this job. I wake up exhausted. Work mandatory over time hours with few breaks. The only other lady in my office takes the anger the boss takes out on her and piles it directly on me.
I might actually quit. I’ve got one interview tonight after work and another on Wednesday and depending on if the hiring manager is in town a 3rd sometime this week. I haven’t been approved to leave early for the interview I have on weds I labeled as a “dentist appointment”.
If I quit I don’t exactly have a back up plan. It’s not like I’m worth much to this company but for some reason getting them to fire me these past few months has been impossible. I need a new job fast or I’m just gonna give up and leave. It has me fantasizing about hurting myself. I feel like I’m trapped here.