I feel so ashamed and embarrassed working jobs in retail like am I that stupid and dumb working here meanwhile my cousins and some friends are working remotely and some working indoor office desk jobs wearing nice clothes and have a peace to mind. I'm here lifting boxes and stocking then dealing with customer service yet don't get no sign of respect. Management sucks and low pay. Having to work on weekends too like is this what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life and I'm so stupid that I still haven't figured a way to exist from here. Like I have no clear path. Don't know how to level up. Make more money, find better opportunities and networking. Sighs.
I don't have the skills set to perform in today's society. Majority of work is performed on a computer yet I'm not even super tech savvy. Never learned about tech things like coding and programming. I'm in community college right now but still have no idea what to puruse. I thought maybe I should get in I.T or some sort of healthcare program. My own self doubts have created boundaries. Oh I'm not good at math and science. I'm not tech savvy.