I just need to make it 8 more weeks and then I'm going on leave for a few months. I figure during leave I can recharge and also brainstorm a long term solution, but in the meantime I just need some quick opiates so that I can make it to the finish line. I'm practically a zombie these days.
Also I have ADHD if that's relevant. I am medicated but lately the stimmies aren't doing enough. I need more efficient ways to load up on enough dopamine to be productive.