I’m so burnt out and depressed, the source of which is the fact that I have absolutely nothing to look forward to in life. Ever. All I do is go through the same motions every single day. Wake up, commute in traffic I hate to a job I hate, then come home too mentally fried to even think of a way out. Over and over again. Totally unmotivated, uninspired, unfulfilled. Yet entirely reliant on that paycheck to barely scrape by.
I wish I could take a sabbatical or something. Just a few months or a year off work so I can regroup, recollect myself and figure out a better way to live.
I’m finding myself wishing my life away so I could just retire immediately.
There seems to be no hope until I am able to.