Anyone else just waking up feeling anxious or sick for the day ahead? It’s been so bad for me recently.
I started a job a few months ago and I hate it. I know already that I don’t want to stay here but honestly just finding this job took me months and I went through a lot of rejections, stupid interview rounds and extra interview tasks. Going back to that seems horrible as well and maybe I should mention that I am completely sick of the industry I am in but because I have bills to pay it’s hard to switch to something else. And I should be happy. I have a job in this economy— and it’s fully wfh but honestly the workload has been intense. I am working 9-8 most days and even when I tried and do some extra stuff to “proof myself” and I thought I was doing great (verbal feedback) I got a pretty mediocre probation review which I didn’t agree with but my manager completely denied “rating me down” on points where he DID rate me down but just wouldn’t specify in person. Ever since then my anxiety has been through the roof. I suffer from pretty severe anxiety in general so it’s hard for me to speak up and the fact that I tried to make suggestions and do extra work that would benefit and got told I still “have to do more” in my probation review was just the nail in the coffin. Ever since then I just wake up feeling sick to my stomach for the day ahead and I hate it.