I have started crying before work. I hate it for the way tgey treat me. They treat me like i am stupid. Not capable of doung anything else but the job i have.
My stupidity IS that I stayed through being refused promotions and the latest non-existent promise of a raise
I hate myself for allowing them to treat me this way.
After an upcoming medical procedure, I will be gone. It isn't scheduled yet. The hospitals here are all short-staffed.
I ordered a kit which came today. The included tank air pump was dead.
This produced a meltdown involving me berating myself for being stupid, can't do anything worthwhile, the boss at work holding me back from advancement mus be right.
To the concern trolls: I am not suicidal. Reporting me to Reddit is so much b.s.
I am overtired and physically unwell.
I definitely want to live. I am very close to retiring from the rat race. I have plans that do not include working full-time.
I am so done. With work, not with life.