Sorry for posting so much here, lol.
I have ocd, contamination ocd specifically. It's been getting better, but recently my father told me that I can be fired for getting sick. That fully reignited my fear – instead of fearing throwing up, i'm scared of missing work/getting sick at work, and being fired for it.
He works for a union, so I have reason to trust him??? He told me to always show up, even if i'm sick.