Typing this from work right now. How do I work a full time job and not be miserable? I do stuff every weekend and go to the gym after work and try to fill my time outside of work with stuff I like. But lately I don’t even like my hobbies anymore. I don’t have the energy to do anything besides maybe go to the gym, eat dinner, watch TV, and sleep.
I just graduated college 4 months ago and started working 2 months ago. Been struggling with depression for years, so me feeling down isn’t new, but my mental health for the last 2 months has been so bad that I’ve had to talk myself out of quitting my job. All my friends are 30+ min away because I moved to a new area for this job. My relationship is suffering due to this. It doesn’t help that I do not care about my work whatsoever.
I have to stay at this job for at least a year because I already committed to a lease in the area. I like my coworkers, but waking up in the morning and coming to work literally makes me want to sob and cry. I cry at my desk multiple times a day sometimes . Please help I am so desperate for
solutions. Thank u all
edit: thanks for those who sympathized, offered solutions, and extended hope. didn’t expect this to get that many comments