Sorry in advance if it sounds stupid but I really hope to find some advice here.
I've been working only month and a half at the new place and I already want to quit so badly. Not only I hate the essence of my new job, but I also very dislike the office conditions and my boss.
My new job makes my life miserable. I wake up feeling anxious every day. I can't even relax during my lunch break.
I'd rather quiet quit my job, but my boss is rather impatient and irritable. If she finds out I underperform, she will reprimand me severely. My boss is very blunt and I'm afraid of being verbally abused.
I want to officially quit my job but due to my social anxiety I'm very, very afraid of telling everyone about it, especially my boss. I think everyone will see me as traitor and highly unreliable person who quits almost right after getting a new job. But in fact I'm just in constant suffer. I can't tell anyone about my mental health problems because it's a stigma here.
Please tell me how to cope with very possible negative reaction from many people at once? What is the best excuse to make?