I’m so exhausted from the grind of working full time and having a long commute that I feel like I’m not even alive. I’m completely disassociated almost 100% of the time and I’m constantly so exhausted I literally spend about 80% of my life being so disoriented that I don’t know what day it is, where I am, or whether I’m coming or going. I’m just in a constant state of being so profoundly exhausted all the time that nothing else matters and I invest 100% of energy into just dreaming about going home and going to sleep or finishing work and sleeping. I literally have no life or no hopes or dreams outside of ever just wanting to not be at work and wanting to go to sleep.
Anyone else?
I just need to know I’m not the only one whose this unhappy with capitalism. I feel so alone.