Ive been finding that no matter what job i get even if its decent, i always feel have feelings of dread right before the shift starts, especially on monday. In some cases it becomes unbearable where i would rather not exist so i dont have to feel like that anymore.
At school i dont remember ever having these feelings except for first day of the school year.
Why does work feel so different from school even though its similar structure?
I just want a job where it just feels like as if im waking up for school.
How does one get rid of this feeling? I find it hard to cope that im going to have these negative feelings for the rest of my life, during school i was content but now as an adult i keep getting depressed but i know work is a necessity , just wanted to know a way to resolve these feelings i have.