I am so angry at society and the need for jobs. I am a good person and do so many good things. I help people, I’m kind, I’m reassuring, I literally do whatever I can to make the people around me/the people I come in contact with happy, and feel seen, heard, and cared about. I love so deeply and so hard. I love animals and am overall a really easy going person. But I don’t have a job. I’m autistic and finding/keeping jobs is REALLY hard for me. Like SUPER hard. And just like that. All of the good that I have and that I give; doesn’t matter. Just poof. Gone. Because having a job and making money is the main thing that matters to everyone now. It puts me in a wildly bad headspace because I don’t feel like I’ll ever be enough. I wish all that I am already was good enough I just don’t think it ever will be