I don’t feel comfortable taking on the financial burden of renting a new apartment, because my job is so boring I can barely stay awake to do it.
It’s weird because my job is “safe” and “stable”, but renting would eat like 50%+ of my post tax income and it just doesn’t feel safe to rely on a job I absolutely hate when I’m not even able to save money.
It’s like I’m working this uber boring job, just earning enough to pay to keep working this boring AF job. I’m not actually getting anywhere with it, i’m so bored and disengaged I can’t muster enough to try for a promotion or anything.
There’s like a 0% chance i can find something else that pays as well, with my BA in english i feel stuck because I’m earning a subsistence salary and it’s so fucking boring I’m like emotionally and intellectually dead from the experience. I think I’m like completely bored-out.
What would you do?