I think my brain is pushing back against work. After 25 years of doing the I.T. Grind, I have completely lost my edge. I’m just exhausted all day, every day. I can barely do basic tasks like updating a spreadsheet. I’m worried that I might get fired, but I just don’t care anymore. Some (most) days I just want to give up and just “let it rot”. I just feel ambivalent these days, and I can’t seem to find the will to get motivated to do anything.
I think my brain is pushing back against work. After 25 years of doing the I.T. Grind, I have completely lost my edge. I’m just exhausted all day, every day. I can barely do basic tasks like updating a spreadsheet. I’m worried that I might get fired, but I just don’t care anymore. Some (most) days I just want to give up and just “let it rot”.
I just feel ambivalent these days, and I can’t seem to find the will to get motivated to do anything.