Can't post in vent for some reason so I guess here is where I can post. Plus its relevant. I am burnt out and in agonizing pain, and suffer from a condition thats making it harder to do manual labor.
I work as a landscaper, this heat on my body can't take it anymore & cannot find anything else in the area that might be less physically demanding. Not even grocery stores or fast food places are hiring.
I submitted hundreds of applications & printed out copies of my resumes, walked in person dressed nicely and left my resume/buisness cards/chatted with the employees at many places, who all desperately wanted some relief/more new hires.
Had interviews, actually was hired at a mcdonalds but then after hiring me they changed their mind and said “Actually, we are full staffed and not hiring.” (corporate doesn't want to give them staff and relief despite them being understaffed)
I need a job that is less physically demanding but nowhere is hiring & I have stooped so low in looking for everything and anything. I am pre diabetic and taking medications that make me physically ill, I need to have bathroom access and with my current job I don't have bathroom access. We have to pee in people's yards behind bushes or drive to the nearest gas station for poo.
Being a female? Its very uncomfortable & I feel filthy afterwards, but I suck it up.
Naturally I would have to drive far to get to the bathroom, and if I am going too often I might get pay docked for not being at the client's property/the client gets mad or my bosses may get mad. They seemed frustrated with me for having to leave early because I almost fainted a few times from the heat and my medicine making me this close to vomiting.
I feel like the wealthy boomer clients we serve would be more angry and feel disgusted with me for vomiting and fainting on their property.
Idk what to do. No remote or office jobs are hiring around me either. I have done everything right and I am trapped in a work enviroment that I can't physically handle anymore.