I am 21 work at a place that makes HVAC units and we Crate units or louvers and measure cut wood staple and nail large 100-4000 pound units anywhere from small to large . Just started working here not too long ago and met this coworker Named Doug I have to work with everyday he is around his 50s Everyday he gives me shit talks bad to me I just remain silent I don't know what to do if I open my mouth I know I'm going to absolutely flip shit and lose my job but I need a way to pay the bills. We measure and cut wood for the units and yesterday he fucked up and we have to tear down the crate and redo it and he just snatched the hammer and pry bar from my hands and said gimme that fucking thing demands I do things a certain way. He always boast about how he's been a maitence technician for 30+ years and always tells me I have zero troubleshooting skills and I'd never be able to do anything in maitence in my life and nobody wants to work with me because I'm an idiot or because I don't listen when I do listen. Not only that but he complains because I am grade 2 and he is grade 1 which means he gets paid less than me. Originally I was hired to do electrical wiring then they swapped me to crating because they didn't need anyone wiring anymore. I don't believe I am an idiot he hates on me too because I so things differently I'm more computer oriented I grew up on computers, gaming world of warcraft since I was young and pc building and fixing cars and I also did machine operating for Ford for a while as well. But it really brings me down he was really nice at first and I liked him and respected him and listened to him a lot but now things have changed I feel like a punching bag and I don't want to lose my shit because when that fuckin demon inside of me comes out I don't know what will happen. It is really degrading he doesn't like the way I do things he just nitpick at everything even my handwriting he doesn't like or the fact I like toyota vehicles for their reliably. He says such rude things and he even throws me under the bus if I make 1 tiny mistake he will immediately call the supervisor and try to kinda push it all on me or start cursing and yelling at me. Even told me one time “you'd fuck up a wet dream if you could you'd probably shit yourself” . Truly sucks I try to be nice to him even bought him a hotwheels boneshaker when i first met him because he collects hotwheels but now he's turned awful to be around.
Sorry I know it's a lot but I wish I could explain more in detail the way I experience it irl it is truly getting to me. I've been applying to new jobs around North carolina but it is really difficult to find one.