I know I probably sound ungrateful.
I have a warm bed, roof over my head, and food on the table.
I’m able to take 1 or 2 vacations a year with proper budgeting.
Like everyone else, money is tight right now but I’m maintaining.
I work all week, workout when I can, do some chores and housework on the weekend, try to see friends when I can, rinse, and repeat.
So why do I feel like this can’t just be “it”?
Why do I feel unsatisfied? Routinely cycle through depression at the monotony.
I don’t love my career but it pays my bills. A career change to ‘do what I love’ would be ideal but the career I’m interested in doesn’t pay enough to survive (social work/therapy unless your a psychologist which is a lot of schooling to commit to when I have bills without getting into the debt of student loans).
What the heck is missing from my life that I feel like I can’t keep doing this for the next 30 years?
Can anyone relate?