Im 25 and I have been in the workforce since I was 17, every job I’ve hated and just up until about 2 months ago I was working for “one of the best companies in the world” but quit. I went to college very briefly twice but dropped out both times, nothing seems to interest me, and the things that did when I was a teenager I can’t even participate in because I got into small trouble when I was a teenager 10 years ago (I wanted to join the military). There is no rehabilitation and there is no clear path to obtaining, essentially, any form of meaning or prosperity, everything is expensive and pay is subpar, been trying to get my CDL but even that is blocked by a paywall of a few thousand dollars, I’ve tried looking everywhere for schools or companies that would cover the cost but it seems virtually non existent despite every old head telling me that’s the way to do it, why am I paying to go to work lol. Even if I could get it covered, would I even enjoy it, nothing seems appealing to do for 20 years day after day. You can’t even dip into the woods because everything is either owned or constantly monitored, good luck hunting or growing food anywhere without causing a scene and people start asking questions and the authorities start prying into your attempt at a secluded and free life. That’s another thing everything is so damn political and everyone hates each other for one reason or another, i don’t fit in and I don’t want to, so what else left is there for me to do. Even if I found my dream job the typical work schedule is insane idk how ppl have done it for 30-40 years get into massive debt and spend every day waking up at 5am and work the day away just to try to pay that debt off just to LIVE, even if you own a business it’s constant debt you will always have to work, like there has to be a better way, im over this.