I have very heavy work related anxiety because a previous job utterly destroyed my mental health (and I don’t mean that lightly. It was really really bad). But I know that this is a capitalist society and as Louisa Madrigal said “I’m pretty sure I’m worthless if I can’t be of service”.
Cut to today.
Third round of interviews at a company that might as well be my dream job. They even have an office dog. And I had done really well on my interviews so I was sure I was gonna get hired.
They told me I’d get a call between four and five if I was hired.
Nothing.
I can’t stop fucking crying. I know rejection is a part of life but there’s only so much I can take. I’ve been spam applying for job after job after job and so far I’ve only had 2 interviews. Retail won’t even hire me!
I won’t stop applying for jobs because I literally don’t have any other choice but I’m really losing hope. Honestly I’m tempted to start looking into stripper positions. Again I’m not being dramatic.
I just. I feel so fucking lost.
TLDR got rejected from dream job. Losing hope