I posted 2 weeks ago about my shitty job and I've been looking for something better but haven't found anything yet.
Yesterday I arrived at work with my anxiety already through the roof(normal for me) and I asked my boss what I needed to start on and he started telling me about how he's sick of my poor proformance and how I need to start doing more even if I have to stay later.
I've always completed the stuff on my closing list he gives me and it's inspected every night before I go home and none of the other managers have any issue with my cleaning.
I caught him in a lie yesterday but didn't confront him about it because I didn't want to be fired unless I had something lined up. I had January 1st off and worked new years eve and he wrote on my list to clean something that hadn't been used and wasn't dirty and someone else said it didn't need cleaned since it wasn't used.
He complained that he found it dirty on the 1st and yesterday it apparently hadn't been cleaned while I was off which makes no sense that I'm being yelled at instead of the person who was cleaning yesterday since they also didn't clean it. Long story short he was lying just to complain(was still clean when I got there yesterday).
He also claims that I do such a bad job that my other 2 coworkers have to clean before they can start and one of them told me that wasn't true and I'm going to ask the other one today.
I told him that if he wants more stuff cleaned better he needs to let me start sooner since I don't take my break and I'm still barely able to get done on time. He told me that it's absolutely ridiculous that I don't have enough time since the other guys can do it all in an hour. The issue with that is that they have 10 and 15 years of experience while I've been here less than a year so of course I'm not as efficient as them, my one coworker even supported me on that point since even he said that he took even longer to clean when he started out.
My manager said that if I didn't do better I was going to be fired and at this point I really don't give a shit anymore. I'm tired of working my ass off every single day and getting yelled at for it. It's affecting my dreams every single night and I'm sick of it. The second I find somewhere I'm quiting without a 2 week notice since I haven't been respected enough for him to deserve it.
Sorry for the long rant I really needed to get this off my chest.