I have multiple health issues and have to force myself to go into work. The job pays slave wages and us back breaking. My medical bills end up costing me more than what I make. I work overnight which isn't good either. I'm only there because I couldn't get disability. I work retail which is tedious and boring. I have other things in my life that are a total mess too. But the job adds to the torture. If i was healthyi definitely wouldn't be at that job. I just don't what to do. I'm too sick to get hired anywhere else. But at the same time disability is extremely hard to get.