Just need to rant because these last couple months at my job have increasingly gotten worse.
I'm a cook. I asked for a 38hr contract, low pay of the cook braquet and was eager to learn.
No one was willing to teach me anything, people slowly became more and more toxic towards me for no other reason than I didn't breathe, sweat and bleed work. I used to not take my breaks during my 7 to 9hr shift, only full 10 to 12hr shifts, mainly because it was frowned upon to and I was denied a few times.
Long story short, I'm being bullied at work and I won't be fired because that'd cost them money, but my life has been made miserable because of this. I am burnt out, I'm exhausted and unwell all the time, I have zero motivation to work, especially when my coworkers claim I'm not a hard worker or fast enough. No support from my manager, who is very much misogynistic and an overall prick, who is unhappy I'm going through the legal route to get somewhere.
I just wanted to work and go home. I didn't deserve being treated this way, at all. I don't know how people expect others to be motivated to work hard when they are constantly pushing against them.
I'm exhausted.