Half my coworkers have no idea I was hospitalized over the weekend with acute pancreatitis. Was a complete nightmare in a city hospital with no beds, barely got any sleep and was pumped with morphine for the pain.
I was discharged Sunday and my mental health is NOT ok. I work an office job, am being bombarded with work. Working remotely because I was exposed to COVID at the hospital. I can’t keep up right now, I can’t be bothered to pay attention in meetings, I am just not feeling it, I want to take time off for my mental health but I already took a week of vacation two weeks ago prior to getting pancreatitis.
I had to mute my meeting to just cry, I don’t know what to do. I fucking hate this.