i have called out of work an ungodly amount of times these past few months for many reasons (including mental health reasons). My job isn’t even terrible in terms of schedule, they barely have me working but dear god is it so physically and mentally draining.im not normally given a heads up when a shift is canceled on me until right before it starts, but somehow bc im the one calling out i feel so bad🥲.
I was going to bite the bullet and just go into my shift for the day only to find out my car had given up on me. I’m only finding out now since I haven’t driven it in 2 days and i feel like burying myself under a rock bc i feel so bad for calling out.
my rational (or delusional?) side of the brain is telling me to calm down, it’s not like I can walk to work ANDDD i gave them sufficient time to find cover. the other side is telling me to eat shit for being a pain in the ass to my employer. HOW DO I REASON WITH MYSELFFF