I have several autoimmune diseases which make my health quite unpredictable, despite being managed with medication I will always have a level of unpredictability of when I’ll get sick due to my immune system being so compromised.
Despite having sick leave, I’m almost all out (for the 2nd year in a row) and my concerns of job security are growing as my managers are once again having several discussions around my ‘attendance’ – none of which I’ve been privy to.
I’m so sick of not feeling like I’m able to rest when my body needs it, all because I have to work this crappy job for which I get paid too little.
I’ve always wanted to work for myself but I know that likely means TWICE the hours I’m working now, which I don’t know if my body can handle
The concept of having to work just to survive just gets beyond frustrating to me, my limited productive hours shouldn’t be for someone else’s gain & benefit!
Sooooo tired, I just continue on the capitalism hamster wheel with everyone else