The one flaw about me is that it's easy for me to feel guilty when I should not be. I admit my mistakes although I'm struggling a lot right now. Im a sales coordinator at a hotel that is crazy frugal about their money. 300 rooms, with only 4 maintenance engineers, 1 banquet server and low kitchen staff. TV, and other technology are cheap quality theat breaks down.
There have been several times where I have event sheets posted in the kitchen and my sheets end up getting taken down meaning they forget to setup the event or don't do it.
I started to over communicate more and STILL so many mistakes like forgetting to serve food on time, not putting up signage and complaining when they have to clean up when it's part of their job. Ended up selling food to my client, in which we do not have ingrediants for even though they are listed in the menu.
I end up getting blamed for it and I'm so fed up I walked out of work and lied about being sick. Things are constantly breaking down when I have corporate groups in the meeting spaces, and techs don't know how to fix, things being misplaced and I have to scramble looking for it. Today my banquet server said he couldn't stay for the full event since he had to go to his second job. WHATT? am I going crazy? My physical and mental health had gotten so much worse because of all this, I want to cry everyday and just leave