I just can't do my job because I'm shitty at my profession, every day is stressful like I was coming back from war, I can't feel any motivation to work anymore, I just want to end it – but on the other hand I can't have any other job or profession, it is not that I just need to change workplace, as my current one is not bad, I just will never find any job that I could do and make a living. Literally every day I struggle to continue all this.
I just can't do my job because I'm shitty at my profession, every day is stressful like I was coming back from war, I can't feel any motivation to work anymore, I just want to end it – but on the other hand I can't have any other job or profession, it is not that I just need to change workplace, as my current one is not bad, I just will never find any job that I could do and make a living. Literally every day I struggle to continue all this.