I'm going back to active military when I'm done with my college degree. Working in the civilian world isn't as easy as people think. I see my family less than I did when I was active duty.
I don't get sleep. I don't get to see my wife. I don't get to see my family. People always say “oh but it will be worth it” or “you're doing so well you just bought a house!”
Yeah a house I'm never in because I always have to be at work to pay for it. Then I never get to see my family. I'm so exhausted.
I'm honestly thinking about ending it all I'm so miserable.