Last week I was in a bad accident. I passed out after donating plasma, totaled my car and broke my back. I’m now out of work, out of a car and I can’t even fucking donate plasma anymore!!! I just got a call telling me I’m deferred for life essentially so there goes $400 a month I was counting on. I’m so fucking screwed. I’m so angry. I have no clue what to do now. I’m not eligible for any unemployment benefits or anything that I’m aware of. FUCK!!!!! I just need to vent. I feel so hopeless and fucking tired. Sitting here with a broken back and bruised sternum just stressed out of my mind. I fucking hate capitalism.