I have been working for two months in a new job. It is providing me money (not enough but better than nothing) but it also takes 12 hours of my day. I feel exhausted everyday of the week. It is in the tech field but my goal was always to work in the arts and culture field. I think of maybe doing a masters in restauration and art conservation in Europe but now I'm in my early 30s and I'm afraid I won't be able to get a job in the art field and that maybe I should stay in the tech field forever but it is just so exhausting and it does not bring me any joy or any personal satisfaction. I don't want my life to be like this forever. I just feel like this: