I was recently in a coma, it seriously fucked up my physical and mental health. I can't stand for more than 30-60 minutes without being exhausted, I'm angry and sad at all times, I'm pretty sure I start sundowning at night, I sleep all the time, except for at night, I'm miserable and it's not likely to get better anytime soon
I honestly don't know how I can handle finding a new job and going back to work, but I have to. I can't go back to my old career, it required a TON of physical work, but how am I supposed to break into something new in my late 30s without any experience in any of those fields, in fact I get nothing but rejection letters due to them pursuing better matches. Even if I were to get interviews or, God forbid a job, I feel like I'll just end up having a meltdown the first time anything goes wrong, or somebody yells at me.
I'm just beyond frustrated and angry at life in general.