I’ve had enough. I’ve worked at my current job for a year now. That entire time there has been a hiring pause for whatever reason corporate came up with, it’s irrelevant to me. Essentially we gave been understaffed, going with the bare minimum, leaving 3 hours after our shifts were scheduled, etc. I’ve put up with so much of this just so I could have security and money. I don’t know if I can anymore. I just got back from a week long vacation and came back to instant burn out. There are no plans to help us still, and there is no hope. My mental health has declined drastically, I became an alcoholic for several months, and sobering up only made me realize how miserable I am even more. The problem with leaving is the security. I don’t know if I can find another job where I live that’s not god awful as well and there aren’t a lot of options. Yet at the same time I don’t know if I mentally or physically have it in me to do any more. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m in an abusive relationship.