I'm tired of being undervalued by students, parents and the administration. Did you reprimand a student? The teacher is wrong. Didn't you reprimand? That's wrong too. Did you let the students play in class and move around? That's wrong because they made a mess. Was your class calm, with writing and reading? That's wrong because it was boring.
I get anxious with this job for 24/7. I always waste my entire day before work thinking that tomorrow I'll have to face the classroom again. I can't sleep well on the days I have to go to work, I'm anxious.
I work twice a week, but it's like I work every day. And I want to say more, but there's so much that my mind goes blank and I don't know how to express myself.