im working as an expeditor at my local Irish restaurant, and i really hate it. there's so much i have to remember, and im not good at the whole communication thing (i have really bad social anxiety) so im always messing shit up and having to listen to others get annoyed with me whenever i do. i have rare moments where i actually don't mess something up but most of the time i feel like im just slowing everybody down. i really hate this job and if i could go back to my old job as a grocery stocker i absolutely would in a second, it was so easy and painless and actually kinda fun since i knew everybody at that store and was hella friendly with my co-workers. the people at my restaurant job are nice, but i know it's only a matter of time before i piss them off. i don't want to do this anymore.