I have too many issues going on. I feel like a lot of the time I'm working my ass off and management just sits there a lot socializing, but I would be coached or fired if I did the same thing. One teamlead is constantly saying sht to me about my “terrible habit” of socializing. I'm in so much pain, both emotionally from personal trauma, and physical apparently from scoliosis which I was recently diagnosed with.
I work full time, and can't even get by in a 3 person household.
I also realized if I tried to unionize my store, I could be fired with one simple phrase: “You and what army”. And finally add to the fact that if I did, and I was successful, my company WOULD retaliate by either closing the store, to which case I'd have fcked those who joined and those who opposed alike out of a job. I also give up in the sense that the government would never step in, they recently ruled that striking is grounds for a lawsuit. Meaning no power, nothing to gain.
Finally, I'm on edge every day that I can lose my right to even exist, let alone get married.
Going forward, I'm just gonna keep my head down, do as I'm told, pay any debts, invest my money for a passive income, store money in a high apy savings and then when I think I'm financially ready, pull that money and gtf out of this country. I legit don't understand why corporations matter more than individuals. It's this deadass all their is to existence? Jacking off billionaires bank accounts? Are we seriously just here to work, and breed more workers who will then work and breed even more workers and continuing this vicious cycle of economic exploitation?