I living life paycheck to paycheck like many people but it's soul sucking when you realize and estimate like your next paycheck and how much you'll make annually. It feels very disheartening for some reason because you don't get any satisfaction out of life. It feels like I'm just another employee like some slave working for a company that doesn't care about me. I punch in and punch out. Not learning any valuable skill that I can create passive side income or use that skill to leverage more opportunities. I feel like an idiot in this world. Every time I open up insta or tiktok, I see this young people in their 20s making a bank even I'm in my 20s also but I just feel so lost like many people. I thought that beginner jobs are fine for a beginner joining the workforce but 5 years in and still working this dead end jobs with no income growth. I can't afford what I like sometimes I feel like I'm always worried about money. Work at place I don't want to be at. Don't enjoy it. My heart isn't there. I feel internally confused. I keep telling myself I'm not supposed to be. I deserve something better. But where how when like this question just keeps flowing in my brain all day.
Sometimes I feel like learning online skill to earn certifications maybe that will open newer doors for opportunities. I don't know.