Sometimes the fragility of life hits me while I’m working in the windowless office. Answering phones all day while I miss another beautiful day. I enjoy the momentary job security but god am I drained. My day is extremely busy yet somehow there’s always enough time to be mistreated. I don’t expect much from work. But when you’re constantly working to improve yourself and training, yet are made to feel foolish in front of your peers. That’s when the worth dwindles. My best years and I’m wasting away. I wish it was easy to do better but realistically in this economy, do I have much of a choice?