Hi.
Brief summary of my situation.
I can't do any more auditioning. I can't do any more competition just to get a job.
I scream at the idea of going throught that.
I want to be a teacher and have a simple, tranquil life. A life where I don't have to compete with anyone ever again.
But it's not gonna be profitable where I live. I want to die.
Yes I would rather do a simple office job.
I don't know how to adapt. My brain refuses to. My body screams No.
I hate this. There is no other choice for me.