I was just let go. I had spent over 2.5 years working at a convenience store, became a shift leader, and even met some amazing people. For the last year, I have been debating on whether I wanted to continue there or look elsewhere. My search into something more has become more prevalent with my mother's health becoming more of a concern for me. I was let go for something that I personally admit was my fault.
The thing is, I don't feel bad, or sad, or anything negative about it. It sucks, sure. But I feel a weight lifted. I feel good that now I could freely look into new jobs. I feel okay with it. I feel that someone took the burden of me questioning if I want to leave or not and made it for me in a way that I don't feel like I'm fucked.
How will I feel tomorrow, who knows. I might feel it, I might not, and I'm okay with that.
Anyway, I just wanted to put it out there before I go home.